Sunday, January 09, 2005
I guess i lost again
Seems like another dead end
Trusting your lies,
Inevitably doubting my eyes
Love is a formidable foe
Letting me fail by not letting you go
Losing myself another time
Only to see my eyes turn blind
Vaguely feeling my aching heart
Eating my pride and tearing it apart
Yesterday i did say goodbye
Overly frightened, i still try to fight
Until i've convinced myself i've won
But still i'm giving in, i've gone back home
Another defeat for fear of being alone
Because without you i'm as empty as before
You did hurt me but leaving you hurts me more
-our
love story ;
i got drunk
i was intoxicated..
i thought i could forget
all the things i hated
i was dizzy,
to me everything was blurry..
you looked better that way,
that time when i was dazed
it took me years to decide
that i finally want to wake up..
at first it tasted awful
but then it became enough
now that i'm awake
im seeing things for the first time
everything looked so fake
but it was real, it only took a while
you are my addiction
maybe you aren't true
but i am not fiction
coz i still love you..
am i still willing to accept
the paradise you made me feel?
the feelings i have silently kept
the wounds you willingly healed
god, i wish i was still drunk..
-our
love story ;